it has been dusty and it seems like a remote antiquity for this blog. but a blog is a blog. a place to set my thoughts and feelings down. my personal space. my space. no wait, a half of my space. the other belongs to A. well, had the feel to rant about my sucky life now. but it isnt really that sucky though. just at the spur of moment when you thought about it back, it sucks. dig it? screw you.
well, what do you know, im becoming a man in like about 5months time. yeah. it feels like utter stupidity for once in my life that it gonna occur for freaking two years for which that freaking two years, i could have earn about 12K. at least more than the army is payin you. yeah, i said that all right. the army. shitballs. i know. that's what they have given me. the path that fate has chosen for me. the torture and hell.
but then again, to give a second thought about it, hey, it isnt that bad afterall. i could have my body more buff and maybe, muscular, ahem ahem. hahaha. at least, that's what most people around me think so. and as for myself, i just wanna 'serve and fuck-off', which is a term given by a close friend of mine for SAF.
but i dont wanna stress myself upon this. i have to face it. all dudes that was born with dicks, and that goes the same to homos, have to go through this shit. the period of time where mummy's boy is more independent and a coward dude who shrieks like a girl become more bold as an individual. haiya. but just the thought of the shitty army life makes me wanna jump down off the window right beside me now. hah. but im not that sadistic as some retards would do. some would rather go and break their legs or bruise themselves just that they could get away with all those tortures. crazy, twisted individuals.
i know myself. and ive been telling myself this; fuck it, just go with it. that sentence always does me some motivational support since ive met mr.puberty. hahahaha. now that's funny. hahaha. but yeah, it works all the time for me. and since i got that letter from CMPB, i was actually expecting bein in the police force. i guess i got myself influenced with all of the cop jobs almost everyday my brother got into. but my oh my, army. kanina la. but what the hell. sibei bo pian mah. hahaha. so ah beng.
and while i know im in this, i know i would make the best out of it at the end of the day. i know i would push myself to the limit or beyond. but the one and only thing that holdin me back is Arfah. i dont know whether in the world can she ever take it. she's the type who needs attention from time to time and knowin the army, it isnt much for me to do anything for that. the real question is, can i trust her throughout? damn im sprung.
but what the heck right? i got five months left to set things straight in my life. 4months and 17days more to be precise. so yeah. till i rant again. i wanna shit. see the constipation? haiya.
love.
F : Eatin up the space.
Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 6:53 AM
greetings.
ok, i know it has been long for you bratz see me rantin bout my life. and it's like miraculously im doin it now. yes, the frog is back! muahahha! -_-
well, honestly, on a serious note, i aint got any shit to write about. even if i do, i dont know how to to even start. i would go to this blogger.com, sign in and snap! ... lost for words. call me crazy but i know famous writers experienced this kinda thing too. *bluuuuekkk*
ok, let's see...
hmmm...
*thinkin*
hmmmm.....
*still thinkin*
wait la! im still thinkin what to write. nabei~
*bulb lights up*
ok! i still dont know what to talk about.
HAHA! ok. seriously, i dont know what to write about. but arfah has been wantin me to update something. and i felt bad for delaying it.
well, look on the brighter side, im doin one now! muahhaahahahahahhahahahha...!!!
haha. im just bored and i couldnt sleep la chibai...... kanina..
=D
there'll be pictures for my next entry.
k bye.
love!
A!
Monday, October 05, 2009 @ 2:36 PM
Hmm.... Can someone get me a new maut punye camera? =( Sick of my current one lo. Not maut le.
My sister got a freaking Ipod Touch and Coach wristlet for her birthday!!!! I am patiently waiting for the time that I can use both of it! She told me she would share it with me anywayyy.............
Last night, AF had a fun time talking about the movies we watched, fad was busy digging out the old movie tickets so that he will know what movie DVDs to buy.... Hmm!
Anyway, template still abit weird, this is the best I can do, for now! ahahhaa. Shall get fadfad to help. Both of us were clueless on how to urmm, repair the template? hahahaha. BUT! I gave my magic touch and yeah, this is the best. Hahahaha!
Okay! shall go eat my daily dosage of bananas! ( good u know, make me shit soooooooooo many times, my absurdly big tummy is shrinking!)
A : Recent
Thursday, October 01, 2009 @ 12:45 PM
After much hesitation, I decided to revive AF's blog.. Such a nicely done blog, but no updates, boring or whattttt!
Anyway, no use waiting for Fad to update. Hah! So I shall do the job...
Let us start with my involvement with F1 over the past weekend.
First day, 25 Sept 09
- Was excited but wonders how everything going to be like.. - Didnt get to really enjoy whatever that was happening around because I wasnt feeling well and was going in and out of the operation room. - Time pass really slow on the first day!
2nd day, 26 Sept 09 - was assigned to a different place, inside/at the stairwell! Away from the girls.. - went up to the ops rm agn with the guys and hani, our sup, to help take and pack the bags. - was wishing so bad I had a really good camera with me to take pictures because I was just freaking above the track below the grandstand! geram pe.
3rd day, 27 sept 09
- most enjoyable day! - was at the same plc as the 2nd day, but I was asked to help out during track invasion after the race ended! wooohooo! - after everything, ushers went bonkers over free subway and starbucks food!
and.......................... thanks to my special fadfad for sending me home the whole 3days! so sweet and nice kan? heeeeehee.
Hehehehe. So, thats it! Thanks Nool for the pics! =D
Meanwhile,
Hooked to L4D!!! all thanks to faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! Actually, I wanted to spend the whole day today killing the zombies!!! but......... fad is going out later. =( HAHHAHAHA. siao uh.
and oh, AF is back to their movie crazy moments!! been busy with school, work and shits! but we are back yawwww!!
Till then, look out for us! =)
(Fad drew it! he is amazing isnt he? wonder how his brain works! =p) Meanwhile, figure what AF's cube is all about! =D
